I am so thankful for everything that has happened this semester. I have learned so much and grown so much. it still blows my mind to think that things will no longer be the same. this is a new chapter in my life and i'm scared out of my mind as to whats coming. there's so much at stake these next four years, the decisions that i make the next four years could and probably will impact the rest of my life and that scares me so much.
although i have nothing to worry about this first semester because my grades were awesome, however what about next semester and the ones to come. i've never had a job, how am i going to pay for things, i've spent alot of money this first semester sadly. i thought i was good at saving but i guess not. I'd really like to have my truck at school at some point but i don't know when that'll be since I don't have any money to pay for gas. i'd like to be able to pay for my plane ticket one day or maybe half of it, it gets expensive flying back and forth. i wish that texas and virginia were closer together:(
right now i'm supposed to be studying for my one and only final. i know what your thinking how do you only have one final, well one was optional if you had an A (which i do) and then my math teacher said i didnt need to take it since I did well on all 3 tests even though he was dropping our lowest test grade. and then two were my art labs, which were work all semester so thankfully they gave us a break by not having a final.
well anyways i don't think i'm going to do very well on this last test for my art appreciation class since i've been staring the study guide and don't know anything so I think i'm going to wake up early and study and pack or maybe ill study some more tonight i dont know what to do with my life right now (which apparently is my favorite phrase because i've said it like 20 times today to carleigh)
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