Change

This week is going to be the longest ever waiting for Rockbridge. I am so excited for the girls from my school to experience what I experienced last year. My life has changed immensely since last year. I was reading an old journal that I had from freshman year and all I kept writing was I dont know who I am and I need to find myself again. The one reason I decided to accept christ into my life because He filled the hole in my heart. All my younglife leader kept saying that weekend is that God would always be there for me that even when I feel alone he is there for me. I cried so hard that weekend. That was the last time I remember being vulnerable with God in front of so many girls. I cried my heart away infront of all the girls in my cabin. I wish that I could say I had been that vulnerable with the girls at camp this summer.

My life has changed because of God. My heart has changed because of Him. I don't know where I would be right now if I wasn't a follower. I am in love wiht Jesus Christ. This relationship that I have is the longest relationship I've ever had.